So blog time. Sadies is comming up at my school. Oh boy, here comes the drama. Girls are asking guys everywhere. My friend had someone ask the person who she was going to ask. She didn't want to show it, but I saw that she was hurt. Also, I don't really want to ask someone. I dont want to fall under pressure to ask anyone and I just want to hang out with friends (if I even go-yes I am VERY lame). Well, happy (very happy) that little part is over. Today I kept feeling like I was contained in bubble wrap. I wanted to run and sing and dance, but I didn't want to first of all freak anyone out and second of all, little blisters of this world are making me so contained, so wrapped up tight. I want to pop those bubbles, but it is so hard because I am wrapped up so tightly in them. Jeezerberadabersnabber (say that 1.7 times fast =)!) this sounds really stupid, but I am getting restless doing the same routine thing every day. wake up go to school, leave school, do homework, sleep, wake up. I feel like something is calling me, I just don't know, or do I? It is pretty late and I am getting sleepers, so this might not make sense. My parents were fighting today. I dont see the point in fighting. Just angry words screamed. You only see your side and It brings two further apart. I dont like fighting of any kind. So today was like every day, yet it was different. Better and worse. More delishious, ywt it tasted weard. i think that I am going crazy. I need to go hang out with God now. BYE=)!
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