Tuesday, January 13, 2009

1/13/2009

this is me today, uglers as usual=)!
Happy day! I was up to just now doing Homework. So earlier in the day I was thinking alot about anger. Ireally see little point to it. Anger is really just getting your point accross without seeing anyone elses view. I mean, not all anger is like that. God has rightiousness anger. Like when all of those people were disrespecting God's temple, Christ got all angry. I think that only God has rightious anger. Sometimes he shows it through people though. I really cant stand to be angry. I love to laugh, not yell. What is the point of yelling. The person is standing right next to you (most of the time) I wish that I was lost right now. I achually like being lost. I know that I am strange that way, but it is like this time that I get to spend some alone time with God and rely on him to help me along with being an amazing adventure. Lately I have been feeling like a car on a cold morning. The key is cranked and it sputters and putters for a long time and then right when you think it is about to start, it dies. I am starting to feel like that with my faith. I have ups and downs, right when I found a clear path, and am ready to run to Christ, I fall over my ownfeet and have to start all over again. Well this is sounding depressing I suppose... I am sorry for today. I really am having a hard one... well, bye=)!

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